~MusingStar

I know everyone loves their friends. Lord knows so do I. I am also a very shameless flirt when it comes to anyone, but there's never a boundary that gets crossed because my friends know better. Well, one of those boundaries became crossed and it's been difficult dealing with it.

He asked questions, questions that only allowed for the "what ifs" to be thought about and desired. No other friend had ever taken it to that level, and now to be away from him even as a friend is killer (check my gallery for "we'll be okay").

I'm more than capable of rationalizing my friend's emotions and my own again, but I can't do that while he's away, and the longer I've had to wait, the more it's been festering inside. I'm getting angry, I'm feeling frustrated, I just want the confrontation to squash what became and move forward with however we result.

It's the wait that is making this hard, and I understand he wants me to think on things as much as he is, but my solution came to me on day three.

At least my creative side allowed me to let out my affliction right now so I feel better. I'm sure there's more to come.